ELUDE

2009-12-07T21:19:00.003+08:00

moved to http://www.gray-elude.onsugar.com

2009-12-06T22:39:00.003+08:00

people , the movie ' hua mu lan " was remarkable .
at first I thought it was boring involving fighting
with that old hua mu lan's story plot ,
but it turned out to be an awesomeness
!

watched it today with my family exclude my bro and his family at cwp
.
damn shuai of that main actor when he wore those fighter outfits d:
and since long I have sobbed so much for a movie like this ,

before the movie ,
my dad was damn bua song
.
cuz we were late for the movie ,
and he complained abt time management those ~
the queue for the cars towards the carpark was very long also ,
then he was v fed up and din want to watch with us anymore ,
dropping us der and drove off
.
by ironic ,
he called me and said that he was outside , at the cinema theatre while
we were already started to watch the movie for a short while
.
my sis brought him in as he had no movie ticket
.

aft the movie ,
dinner with ahgong and gugu also ,
the porridge and chicken were damn tasty
!

have been thinking of loser recently ,
thankful to DI ,-
aka CHAO QIAN ZOU
!!!

! shopping with zhongwei soon ;
whoo
~

2009-12-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

you know what -
Everyone's human, everyone doesn't like to feel left out
- kop from someone's blog and I find it so right .

almost a week of working has passed ,
I do hope to get my first monthly pay in no time ,
shopping and saving lke hell
~

true colours / watch them
.

2009-12-02T21:52:00.005+08:00

JARED AND RAQUEL

2009-12-02T00:04:00.004+08:00

swollen fingers / hands ]:

yo
here to type a quick post before I head to sleep
.
today was a good start for me , or should I said ' bad "
.
went with dasao to take mrt train tgt ( a coincidence )
and headed off to work
.
the damn train stopped for ALMOST EVERY STOP owing to some problems
.
I think I was late by a few minutes
on my first day of work
.
working mates are helpful and quite friendly ,
they were willing to help and lent me a hand
.
I think the directors are really nice
.
if you think filing is easy ,
filing isn't easy AT ALL
.
I can memorise the mrt track to and fro my stop and workplace d: ,
not MRT BAICHI LE HA
.
hope smartey can get the job
.
I'll post the phtos of jared and raquel
on the next post , 20plus of theirs
d:D

.

2009-11-30T19:24:00.002+08:00

BIASE .

starting to work tmr .
so qiao was that dasao , andy and me
start to work tmr .

before interview , was kinda lost on my way der .
even asked the security guard for the direction .
ppl at the workplace der are friendly ~
aft interview , shopping at city plaza ,
damn tired ~ only managed to buy one pair of shoes .

2009-11-29T19:44:00.003+08:00

a sudden sweet shot of joy - my family

s*** I can't download , transfer files
plus today's com is damn lagg /
can't update pics of jared and raquel ]:
next time then
.

and jared is naughty dao ~
keep pinch me then I show him angry face ,
he diam diam .
ya , that is the negative part .
have a lot of fun with him tho -
today , I taught him to kick his legs while standing
and he really did it ,
so proud of him dd:
the others and I play catching and hide and seek with him also , funfun ~
that makes me worry , for I want to choose ECH ( early childhood )
as my poly course ,
but seem to be more challenging than I thought of .
wait , I don't even know if I can enter poly
gua gua gua ~

tmr having job interview early in the morning ,
hope I can get this job and help smartey to ask for job vacancy as well .

xing guang da dao 6 's damn addictive
!

2009-11-22T14:56:00.006+08:00

parents just went off to vietnam till next sat ,
left my sis and I ' xiang yi wei ming "

two days back , llovey and I went to reborn our hair .
hers not bad , unlke mine LOL .
but yeah , no bun liao ~~~

video marathon then ,
81

2009-11-18T14:34:00.005+08:00

FOR EYES PASTE STAMP KIA

star star ~

just now went for band ,
saw juniors and chatted ,
passed sch stuffs to wangwei and agnes ,
and had quick lunch with agnes and liyin .
had a great time with them d:D
tho tho they kept bullying me still
!
saw zhong sien too .
din manage to see wangwei , jiaying
and others tho ]:

sigh so bored man ,
online msn to see if there are replies from the jobs that
have applied , fb , vid , sleep everyday ~

jobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb ]]:

2009-11-15T17:33:00.002+08:00

staring at my father

whoo SIS boiled coffee for me d:

and , thank god for that day - 111109
It's more than I could ask for
/

2009-11-09T23:41:00.002+08:00

what will you do if the world really ends in year 2012 ?
will you more cherish the people around you ?
will you be more brave in doing certain things that you once thought is impossible ?
will you do things that leave you no regrets ?

for me - I'll travel around the world ,
spend quality time with my family and friends ,
be a volunteer to help the needy ,
take up singing course ,
and true love ?

...also , I wana clear the doubts that have been kept inside me all along ,
but I don't have the courage to ask that person , anymore .
although it is already past which is lke 1year plus ago ?
but I really want to know .

? regret

2009-11-06T20:06:00.004+08:00

At the brief moment ,

I have this sudden urge to write something about
my past english tuition teacher - Mr Teo

He is really a nice teacher who is impossible to find , like Miss Lim for example
( my form teacher for these two years ) .

Although he had stopped teaching me at the beginning of this year ,
he will still stay contact and concerned abt my english .
that time he sent me a msg ( since long we have contacted ) ,
I think I almost cried .
Also , he din ask me to pay for the tuition fee that I still owed him last time .
he kept say nvm , made me and my mum v paiseh .
heard mum that just now when she saw him and his wife ,
they both have become thinner .
hope he's in pink of health , now and forever
!

tmr going out with SIS ; shopping shopping shopping ~
but no singK le ]:
cuz dasao cannot make it tmr , so next time then .

SIS helped me to make a changeover of my pet in petsociety with a total new look ;
with a combination of her and my taste ;
how cool ~

. Desultory

2009-11-04T14:02:00.009+08:00

green mushroom

souvenirs from sis

sour sweets bought from mum

weird green light near my house block

Graduation on 15th oct 2009

bonjour ,

People have been asking me :
Q: how is your paper today ?
A: oki a .

It's better not to pin up too much hope on particular subjects ,
be it your most favourite subject of all .
If you score well ,
people will feel contented for you as they may think you may not really do well ,
owing to your response .
At the same time , if you think the paper is easy ,
and you can even score well , results may not follow your way .
You will even let yourself and the people feel disappted
if you feel overly confident , as they thought you really did well ,
but turn out to happen the other way .

Tomorrow , Poa papers are considered the last papers for this week ,
but I don't really have the holiday mood to feel excited
upon enjoying myself throughout the longlong upcoming holidays
.

SIS has returned back to sg a few days ago .
I've been chatting with her quite a lot during the night especially .
And it was such a coincidence that both our handphones
have the same time .
oh and there is no such doubt as she returned from overseas
without any souvenirsssss for us ,
love sis
.

2009-10-23T00:16:00.004+08:00

Oblivious than Obvious

but well , I won't dwell over the issue agn
.
and v disappting of my science practical ~

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2009-10-12T23:11:00.001+08:00

I thought I saw dao loser ,
]:

2009-10-11T18:00:00.002+08:00

Time seems long , but short

11 october - 11 days more to big O' -

sis is coming back to sg soon , await await d:D

did I mention that ' Partyworld " is going to open at North Point ?
whoo shiok .

going to sleep and revise agn
! FIGHTING

2009-09-24T17:53:00.001+08:00

Married women are sympathetic

2009-09-24T16:18:00.006+08:00

wavering ,

very happy as I have got my grey bear hoodies ,
many thaaaankyou to kahyue d:D
! she bought one as well

m I shall talk abt this monday ,
met up with kahyue to pass her the payment for the hoodie
and then ate pastamania with fel at sun plaza d:D
had a short chat with her and she treat ed me that for lunch .

Tuesday went dumbey's house to slack and watch ' xian jian qi xia zhuan 3 "
and dumbey is engross ed with maomao , the
cute chubby guy inside d: think she wants to marry him le ,
everytime got him jiu say , so cute so cute ha !

Wednesday poa tuition as usual ,
on the way back home , by coincidence , I saw weiwei's mother inside the bus .
din know I sat beside her till she call ed me lol ..
talk ed with her a lot ,
and I was surpris ed that weiwei is now primary one and jiaxing
is already primary five .
Moreover , she said weiwei is very playful and not into studies ,
ha can imagine that d:
Thinking of it , I miss the times with them .
! hope can pay them a visit after the O's

She even prais ed me that everytime she sees me ,
I owaes happyhappy one .
contradiction hur .

! heard from mum that weiwei becomes thinner and taller too

For today ..
poa paper one die liao .
chem paper one still got hope ,
phy paper one is soso .

24th
。

2009-09-18T17:45:00.002+08:00

lol , kat was right .
I din head to sleep and instead , I'm right here in front of the laptop .

very very disappted with my poa p2 today , and ytd math p2 also ]:
knew how to do and yet , my ans all ...

other than that , today is funnnnnn d:D

another sad news , which is
jared they all no stay at my house le ,
they have just returned back to theirs today .

and aiyyy ,
I miss those times with loser and seniors

; hope they are fine and joyful out there ha
d:D

! tmr outing with DI and next monday with felicia for lunch

and whoo , 5 days of break from tomorrow onwards
to my last 2 papers which is on next thur .

!!! anddd sis is returning back to sg
at mid-october d:DDD

。

2009-09-17T14:39:00.010+08:00

Jared's Photospam

YYY

! one of my favourite

! raquel , wearing sleeveless

For today , it was an early break for me after my math p2
backed home early , slacked and played with jared .
brought him downstairs with my mum d:D
Something funny happened when my mum pronounced
' bright " as ' bri-ssssss-ta " HA .

taught her how to pronounce e.g. brrrrr-aiiiii-ttttttttttttttttt
Both of us kept laughing .
ha cute of her dd:

Prelims has begun not long ago ,
been sleeping late at around 1plus am ,
and kept seeing the time 1:11am or pm .

Later still need to rest and chiong for chem and poa .

FIGHTING
,

2009-09-11T14:36:00.010+08:00

090909'
Jared's Birthday:

Afternoon -

Jared in the Bath Tub -

Sleeping Time -

! cute

Night -

! shadows

! sweet

Impacting ~

Raquel -

HA

! pretty eyes

2009-09-07T20:30:00.003+08:00

My aunt ask ed me something .

true I'm not , not at all happy

2009-09-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

feel lke blogging ,

S-shaped

! kat's

我是屌灰! -.-

! jasmine's small bro

my 1st try ; got mole de fish d:

! my 2nd try

! dude's

! dude + min 's

! shia-er 's

! dude's and mine

每天打三人麻将防痴呆

STAR ~

! disasters from dude

she was clearing the disasters , phew ~

my tooth damn pain ]:

& happy bday DI
!

2009-08-25T20:37:00.003+08:00

pretence , to be
I'm soon to D

jared has

or-ba-kak

lke the blue light .

sometimes there is no one to count on to when I'm feeling lost .
hope ahni zeh come back tonight ]:
I need someone to talk to .

2009-08-24T00:10:00.006+08:00

Way Overdued:

' or-chair "

kat's

diao's

dude's

I thought kah was sleeping .

jiawen

recent moodswings
; when I want to focus on my studies ,
the environment around me was just so annoying .

2009-08-18T23:46:00.004+08:00

raquel , 1 day old , my niece

jared , 1 year old soon , my nephew

' the pictures above are the comparison of them , lke bro lke sis hur .
and you know what , raquel is bigger and more chubby than her brother when he was just borned .
To think of that , jared's birthday is coming , same as chunsern , 090909

2009-08-16T22:55:00.008+08:00

where there is life , there is hope

dull brown colour .. for my metal door .. previous one is nicer tho .

dad was watching football match

! the strawberry 3 in 1 thingy , bought from sis

notice the similarity between it and me ?
* hope you all don't lol *

here's a short post before I turn in ,

as you can see , my living room is back to its original state .
In fact , for a few days' of time wo'man !

for sis >
sis , nice song u have intro to me ha ,
I have downloaded and put it as my blogsong le d:

missyou.

english olvl oral for tmr ,
luck to all
!

2009-08-11T23:20:00.004+08:00

taken on that day which I lost wallet + hp ;
other than this ,
I saw shuai ge and had fun rock climbing with kah and others
d:D

this is my current living room for the time being :

looks lke aft world war III had ended a ,
echos can be easily heard with tiptoeing footsteps .
the living room looks very empty tho =l
! and sis , don't be shock ed if you see it d:

really hope my grandpa will be fine
...

2009-08-10T19:55:00.003+08:00

argh , I felt like tearing poa and math papers away
; kept stuck while doing them
idiot idiot idiot

I think chem more worst if I did the papers
danggg ~

The possible way I can distress is food

hell'o panda { cookies cream ]

2009-08-07T23:11:00.005+08:00

NDP'09 School Celebration

! random random

! genev and twists from xueci and someone . lol I look funny here ,-

! pricilla

a , our class had no space to settle down b4 the NDP performances had started .
foul mood in the early morning ,-
sat and stood from time to time to watch the performances .
! overall was nice &mr ridzwan danced really well * ren bu ke mao xiang *

went for the band phototaking aft that .
sigh , I miss band very much .

eighteen chefs with kat and jan for lunch .
head ed back to class for teachers' day perf rehearsal .
! funfun

2009-08-06T20:32:00.004+08:00

! blue roses , love

spot kahyue inside

hell'o
It's long since I blog

I have been feeling very stressed and shag lately ,
even a smallest thing I can feel so damn f up .
pardon me for my temper ...
I'm sorry

I regretted not putting extra effort towards my studies ,
! @ # X

and this is what I have got .

! I find miss shameen and zhang yue very cute

2009-07-29T23:11:00.005+08:00

feeling dehydrated ,

schooling was weary as usual .
tricked people here and there .
recess trick ed junhui with DUDE , kah and shimei d:D
during math period , kah and I trick ed jonq !
till now she din even know lo d:

aft sch had poa tuition with DUDE .
aft tuition , we went to try our luck in 7eleven .
so lucky of her to get mr HAPPY
* ! be happy like him oki *

first try for me was mr nosey and a toot toot de girl lo ,
roaring with laughters as I was really suai HA .
then in e end we shar ed to buy agn and let her choose the ball ,
and I got mr small !
but I want mr bump la :'(
try my luck next time ~

saw jeffrey gor at the 7eleven .
was surpris ed to see him .
I cld still rmb how he suan me with my white hair long ago ,-
and burst out crying on his shoulder , so diao ...
sigh , hope he isn't that kind of person lke others had mentioned .

miss my sis a lot ,
hope she's coping well in thai
d:D

! this friday going to celebrate jianwei's bday ,
hope to catch up more with these fun people d:D

2009-07-28T21:06:00.001+08:00

life without rhythm ,

sigh
.

2009-07-25T00:15:00.005+08:00

Hyun Joong inside the shop's poster .

saw this Y while eating my dinner

I find this very cute .

very very disappted , thanks to him .
I shld have given up earlier ,
fuck
。

2009-07-20T23:37:00.004+08:00

easy to remember
but
hard to forget
。

a random quick post before I head to slp ,
a lot to rant tho d:D

。I pity that rabbit in my house .
It was captur ed by my dad's workers ,
then my bro brought it back and left it at our house .
Staying inside the small cage { within 10 steps to walk around the cage }
is already very pitiful , what worst is , the carrots are stain ed with its urine .
lke imagine , it ate its carrot , lives inside this cage which is similarly a jail ,
urine all over the place inside the cage , ar I really can't imagine how it feels ,
it must be very , very bad . I hope something can be done ,
altho I suggest ed to my mum abt it before .
But if it us ed to being fed by us , when we release it ,
it cannot survive on its own by finding its food to feed itself .

。ytd singK was a total of 5h session with dude and jiawen d:D
! both sang well HA
had dinner and arcad ed with dude
and lol ,
all car racing machines were not working ,-

。wana pay a visit to tian po gor gor's grandmother tmr ,
but dad don't allow me to .
heard from my parents that she became v thin :'(

。feeling stress ed and emotional today ,
next week is olvl english oral , 3 months plus lata is olevels
and sadly , graduation .
altho I dislke my school , but I don't wana graduate that soon ..

。there was this joker who call ed my house number ,
talk softly and kup the phone numerous times .
when I tri ed to call back , nobody answer ed ,-

2009-07-18T15:24:00.004+08:00

feeling , neutral

bad news:
my dad told me tian po gor gor's mother has di ed this morning .
she's such a lovely ahma . I rmb the last time I had seen her was last yr's chi new year .
she put on all smiles whenever visitors came and she would give us her warmly welcome .
just 2 years back , her partner di ed . The chi new year of that year I saw him , in his wheelchair.
The deep impression he left in me was he would touch the money in those hongbao notes to differentiate them . They both were blind , yet living life to the fullest . ahma was very cute ,
she would encourage me , share her radio she owaes listen ed to , ask ed mum and I to visit her next time .
.. never will I think of she would die that soon .. owing to cancer ..

loveyou , ahma
rest in peace
A

good news:
. SHIFU manag ed to purchase the pillow at STAGE !
. she gona buy the pig for me , thaaaaankyou SHIFU Y
. singK tmr with dude and jiawen d:D
{ hope tmr I don't have sorethroat anymore ! ]
. talk ed to genev ytd night ,
long since I chatt ed with her and I miss her ;
those lower sec days ,

/ mh2

2009-07-15T11:33:00.002+08:00

wish me luck
。

yea it's over
d:D
I can return back to sch , probably tmr
。

2009-07-13T21:02:00.012+08:00

positively negative
,

闷死了。

no go out , sch , singK etc
really bores me .
it isn't really a good thing not going to sch and
stay at home .

play ed ' music quiz " with sis ytd ,
really was unfair using my memory card to make her guess my songs ,
so thought of using hers for the application .
whoo next time cn play using others' memory card
!

love the song ' 分生 " by zhang hui mei ,
the lyrics as well .

difficulty in breathing
:'(

2009-07-11T14:17:00.002+08:00

! mummy is such a dear
she bought me sweet and sour sweets
so that I'll not feel lke puking when
I eat those gigantic medicines

wana thanks for those who concern ed ,
esp my family and good friends .

I'm really touch ed when my grandpa told me :
don't worry too much ,
you'll be fine .
just 1week of mc and you will be back to school .

arr felt lke crying le ,
end here ,
81
。

2009-07-10T17:37:00.004+08:00

seven ,
that fear

2009-07-09T23:14:00.003+08:00

be content ed ,

whoo / tonight was a fruitful trip with SHIFU d:D
I gain ed a lot of knowledge , thanks to her HAA
her course seems to be interesting
!

cant see dao ahni zeh at her workplace ,
cuz she was having break or dam inside e workplace .

AND I'm addict ed to ' music quiz " in my hp ,
fun d:
many ppl lke it as well
!

am I dumb or am I dumb ?
please , I'm neither an entertainer / clown / idiot of yours ,
dang .
who cld bear to hear ' talk to you not happy one , I call other ppl , bye "
。
。
。
。
。

emo NOT
!

2009-07-07T18:36:00.005+08:00

the shadow of a heart shape inside my room Y

whoo jared inside his ... spot him spot him dd: ?
! lke this pic

chiobu and kuku jared d:

long since I've mention ed abt jared hor d: ?
no doubt , he's cute as ever d:D

pinrong and amanda came to my classrm ,
HA they are cute d:
and I seem ed so zibi laughing to the hp when I was chatting with them ,
and they were outside my classrm , watching me laughing to myself lol !

at class hid at the left side of the classrm with llovey while others
were having chem tests d:
KUKUS !

.. my mt oral..was.. jialat..
the passage was oki ,
but the oral question I was lke ' hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr " ,
nvm , it's over
!

duno why today greet ed a lot of ppl , including chers LOL .
the chers and I seem ed lke we were long lost friends d:

HEY DUDE !
HEY DUDE !
HEY DUDE !

dude = nerd NOT .

I'm zihigh-ing ,
whoo ~

'diao monster with crocodile skin
says an-nyung
VVV

2009-07-05T18:05:00.006+08:00

I manag ed to survive in this wk

: days are getting more tiring
: further extentions of homeworks
: jonq din come for school
: testestest
: saw wangwei and jiaying a couple of times
: saw agnes and wenhui as well { chat and quiz's time ]
: hillary fail ed to poke me { d: ]
: studi ed with llovey aft sch
: I had my purple hp { w902 ] , thanks to sis
: math retest - hop ed for a pass , but doubt so
: went to jonq's house with jiawen
: her dog bark ed ferociously , but it's cute tho .
: was really scar ed of it & din expect that it was bigger than what I had expect ed .
:chatt ed with SHIFU
: math/sci tuition lke forever in sec4 lifey
: did compo
: fickle times

an-nyung
d:D

2009-06-30T21:48:00.003+08:00

pretence , to be .

life's a bore .
felt so sick and fatigu ed .
the daily routines are tedious .
even aft school , I'll feel so dead , wishing to reach home as soon as possible .

cld not slp ytd night .
'felt better aft that ,
thanks for the videos provid ed by shifu .

hang on , I know .

bits of love

2009-06-28T16:38:00.003+08:00

! sweeeeeeet to the max
for sis to buy a piano wallet for me Y

she'll be reaching changi airport at abt 1am plus and ask ed me to sleep more
so that I can go help her carry her luggages HA .

be it indifferent or not ,
sch reopens tmr
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2009-06-27T22:06:00.010+08:00

24jun '09

yea today 's morning I have watch ed finish ' boys over flower ( korean ) "
within 2 days ?
goo jun pyo and ji hoo have killer smiles ,
YYY
d:D

there was a part whereby geum jan di
sang a heartfelt song , tgt with her playing on the piano
during goo jun pyo 's bday ,
cant dl that song tho =l

no matter how I advice my parents ,
they wont listen .
they are too soft-heart ed /
it isn't a good thing .
giving doesn't mean helping ,
but , a harm .
danggggggggggggggg

! sis's coming back to sg tmr night

An-nyung
。

2009-06-23T22:18:00.011+08:00

! kukuman's bday

! nice pic

! kangrong's shirt glow ed

ytd was real fun spent with llovey and band mates d:D

father's day was quite a disapptmt ,
dun wana talk abt it .

ohyes , hope jonq's surgery will be a successful one
!
blessyou d: .

! time for maple

It's never the same , anymore .

2009-06-19T13:49:00.007+08:00

fat monster .

it's the third week of school holiday alrdy .
been having study camp almost the entire month
with jonq{that bhb-kuku kia-laoshi] .

; revis ed math during the camp and whoo ,
! today , I did finish my physics hw aft a few days of homework-ing d:D
learnt a lot abt physics , thanks to miss lim .
she is a teacher with great passion and teaches really well .
when you have doubts , and even keep questioning her ,
she will teach you patiently till you understand .
when u understand , she feels happy for u .
! a rare-found cher
if she is a tutor , she sure earns big ha .

saw cheerie when I reach ed the school ,
follow ed by jonq .
ha they seem ed to be enjoying my mini fan given by sis d: .
esp jonq ! she even took short and long videos of it , so diao ha .

and this 2 days saw dao my dear juniors =)
! hope they're doing fine

ohyes , a greatgreat laughing and chatting session with my
dearest sis on phone ytd ,
our chat of gossips d:
Imaginations almost went wild when we thought of funny dramas of her friend and her HA
funny 死了 ~

and hor , I got 2 times earlier than you , jonq .
d: so stop saying that I'm 迟到王/每次迟到。

aiyo , llovey seems so tir ed nowadays .
要振作啊，打起精神！
d:D

! I miss chatting with them
]:

to think everything is not the same anymore ,
or rather , it's never the same , anymore .

gotcha move on
。

2009-06-14T19:07:00.005+08:00

anyone got any nice intro abt phones ?
I felt lke buying dasao's phone , nokia E71 white .
should I or not ? =l

; It really changes my thinking when I usually thought that phones with
small keypads , esp with all the alphabets , we'll have difficulty in pressing the keys ,
but that's not e truth d:D
In fact , it is the easiest I have typ ed on a phone so far
!

for today the sunday ,
aft the early tuition as owaes ,
I suggest ed for movie and my parents so on d:
chose that horror movie , & argh I regrett ed watching it .
watch ed the movie with pa ma maya at cwp d:D

but funny thing was , the movie got funny scenes lol .
哭笑不得 ~

! felt lke using dad's money to scare ourselves off ,
even my dad was feeling frighten ed too ha d:
and yes , it really ' drag me to hell " .
from the moment I watch ed the starting ,
I just hop ed that
the show cld end quick lol .

ate early dinner at ' fei cui " { my dad's forever old-mind ed thinking ]
with the whole family except dearest sis .
jared kept hitting its chair der and
caus ed our dining table to vibrate HA .

& whoo tmr der's no study camp d:D

。

2009-06-12T22:38:00.003+08:00

HAA so cute la .
{ jared when he was just born ]

! off for tv session ,

perish the thought .

2009-06-08T23:01:00.004+08:00

people , dun contact me through hp if u are / were .
。I have got to get us ed with no-hp-and-very-broke-with-negative-amount-of-money-lifey .

sigh , I got sun burn , and skin is tearing lke crocodile skin ,
argh kuku .

who cares d:D

cld not find the song I want ed but ytd ,
I actually found it from ' xing guang da dao 5 " d:D

and pet society went sot agn , stop ' try agn " la .
。
。
。

in the bus , jonq mention ed abt ' kfc "
and made me remind of the past whereby I wld buy the same meal wif liuqing d:D
and then ate wif my belov ed cornet section .
how memorable ha .
MISS SENIORS . BAND . WEIWEI .
I DO ;

life goes on /

2009-06-04T20:28:00.004+08:00

愛情之所以為愛情 - 梁靜茹
current fav .

my creation on eileenwong's hand =)
long time ago during cross country'09 .

1 ; shia-er's the culprit !

2 ; by shia-er as well when I sat on my class seat ,
turn ed behind , look ed down and saw it . how random of her ha

If trust is built strong ,
everything will be a whole lot different , I guess .
I still can't forget abt it ,
it has been a few years { argh , come on ] but ...
no emo session ha .
that's it ,
81 .

be positive , that's the way d:D

2009-06-02T21:39:00.011+08:00

edit ed .

I find this impacting d:D

cute .

If I were to mention abt ytd ,
I was pleas ed with myself , for I could do finish both of my mt olvl papers on time d:D
I thought I would have doz ed off while reading the
long passages { lke agn n agn ] , but I dint .
mayb I was too tens ed up or what ha .

thaaaankyou to those who have wish ed me luck d:D
some are unexpect ed .
& he isn't tt bad as what someone had mention ed .

as for today , it was quite a pleasant day .
1st time took bus tgt with jonq to sch =)
till e rest of the week as well ha .
recess was fun , shimei was the trouble maker d:
& I got to go home earlier ha .
went back home to play wif jared .
he was so naughty till I scold ed him and he gave me tt
' act innocent/angry " face .
for example , he actually bit maya !
I immediately stopp ed him from biting and scold ed him ,
he then gave me tt QZ{qian zou] face lol .

& whoo I got 3 videos of him d:D cute to e max .

aft tt went to library to meetup wif llovey =)
I felt lke complaining abt the librarian , her service was very lousy .
cuz before llovey came , I went to find this librarian
to ask when I cld get my reserv ed book .
1st , she ask ed me to remove the sticker from e ezlink ,
oki fine , I remov ed liao .
then somemore she kept on answering the calls and talked till v nice ,
and utterly treat ed me lke Im invisible .
lke hello ? this was not e worst part .
I wait ed for her to finish her calls for abt 10-15min ,
and I really cld not stand her any longer and spoke up :
EXCUSE ME . EXCUSE ME . EXCUSE ME .

U know how she react ed ??
she actually ignor ed me and continu ed her talking on phone .
& she din even give me any hand / face signals to ask me to
wait for a while etcetc can .
,- very idiotic .

...till she kup the phone , she then began to talk to me .
Z what kind of service is this .

! borrow ed books wif llovey , fairpric ed and back to homey

2009-05-31T18:45:00.005+08:00

recent pics/

my motivation ; my hp's wallpaper ; jimei's marks d:

at jap food court .

miss wong gave e choco for e band2 mt .

erwin & jonathon debatin abt e choco LOL .

looks similar to our class motto ' Leave no Friends Behind " .

! I'm rather obsess ed with JU JUN BIAO d:D

tmr mt olvl , all e best to all
d:D

2009-05-28T19:45:00.002+08:00

I feel that my mt group is awesome d:D
got jimei , jonathon and erwin .
tmr last day wif them le lol .
; they even help ed me to pack my stuffs when mt lesson was end ed
and that time I was away waiting for my turn of eng oral .
! thxu guys

& seriously , my rela with a few ppl are pissin me off .
esp my dad .
why cant my dad be more understandin ?
why he has to keep on demoralising me when I'm feelin deep down inside ?
& he juz shout ed at me when I did nth wrong .
Z

2009-05-28T13:53:00.002+08:00

yo , I'm back d:

this few days were really tirin .
imagine 9h30min of mt intensive every weekday ,
...

& lol , can ppl stop sayin ' diao , Z , roar " to me ?
,-

! JARED talk ed to me juz nw ;
he said ' aaa " ,
den I ' aaa " back .
he ' aaa " the 2nd time ,
& I ' aaa " back agn .
he ' aaa " the 3rd time ,
I ' aaa " somemore .
he ' aaa " even louder , smil ed even more widely .
& I laugh ed out loud d:D

so cute cn .
& he's only 8 month plus old d:

today / cross - country in the early morning .
came to sbw park v early and dad pangseh me .
went to find wenhui , agnes they all .
talk ed and then ran with the band members d:D
kip talk with wangwei ,
she lke the korean ' flower over boys " guys same as llovey , so qiao ha .
ate kfc lunch wif llovey , cheerie and agnes =)

。
。
。
time to go for sch now ,
81
.

LI MIN HAO .

2009-05-24T16:17:00.004+08:00

! he looks a bit like jerry yan

。

Lone .

2009-05-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I feel that cats are pitiful.
They don't have parents to take care of them.
They don't have friends as well.
They wander around the streets alone.
You don't see a bunch of cats being together , do you ?

Feeling indifferent, I saw a pleasant scene today whereby a cat
walking towards a guy and he squatted to sayang its head.
the cat must be feeling v lonely.
Likewise, I'm too.

/
8181

knew it by heart .

2009-05-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

I know it by heart .

feel it . get it .

life still moves on a ?

d:D

2009-05-14T22:01:00.003+08:00

人吓人会吓死人 /

at the thought of how funny BHB-KKK-LAO SHI had shown on her expression ,
I cld not help but keep laughing HA .

She and I were talking abt how haunt ed our sch's dnt block is
{ she was e one who did e talkin actually ]

then while walkin upstairs to com lab 3 ,
she said a word " P******** " and I scream ed .
She was shock ed plus stunn ed lke she saw dao ghost { kua tio gui ] HAA ,
so funny can .
I keep laughing and laughing ~

still gt many other funny scenes in com studies
till 8plus pm and lol ,
while we left the lab ,
it was really pitch dark and I cld not even see the stairs .
We then saw Nizar and ask ed him to wait for us .
Walking hurri edly with timid steps upon reaching the 1st flr ,
Nizar head ed upstairs and he look ed so black till I shout ed agn LOL .
I din know he lk ed to play prank on ppl too ha .

juz nw oso laugh ed with my parents abt dad
who was dreaming abt his internet game " majong " ytd night and
mum's talking in her dreams when I was slpin with them in the past lol !

long since I felt so not tens ed up d:D
tmr is another yet a battle agn .
PAPERS . TIME . COURSEWORK .

still got other random stuffs today -
shimei gave me a belat ed present d:D
and ha I still owe her 5+5=10 sweets d:

& i saw DI inside the pic of the notice board ,
as usual , GAY HA .

gona hav tuition with llovey d:D
! POA's battle in june holi

&&& sis left to china in the morning .
she sent me 2 sweet messages be4 leaving =)
! MISS &
be punctual home in september d:

&& ytd singK with sis , bro and dasao d:D .
b4 reaching home ,
I lost my wallet ,-
I then head ed back to sch from yishun bus stop till my classrm and
found it lying on my sch desk .
! reliev ed and tired

finally reach ed home then
prepar ed to go out for singK session .
it was alrdy 12plus am aft it end ed .
thxu bro who treat ed us
!

and thanks ppl who concern ed ,
I almost worri ed my parents as they thought
I lost my wallet agn and my hp too lol ..

time to go for M d:
! 8181

very , neutral

2009-05-12T23:24:00.003+08:00

very :

tir ed
lazy
slack
tedious { long sch hours , whole day cn ]
guilty
into maple

. time to type some chinese words :

今天我迟起床。
以往常一样，
爸载我到学校去。
可爱的爸像在赛车似的，
迅速地驾驶着。
结果我没有迟到，
多亏有爸 !

/ cuz i fail ed my mt ...

I suddenly miss everything ,
past .

back to square one

2009-05-08T17:48:00.004+08:00

the right guy with tilt ed head in poa worksheet

' bow3 gay2 ! "
= no teeth d:

cheerful baby .

I dislke being the current me /
...felt so much a loser .

2009-05-05T19:52:00.011+08:00

yesterday plus today /

! baby man

mum 's finger ; she was testin if my hp 's camera cld see her finger ,-

sis 's twist .

my screensaver d:D

waa jared 's angry ~

sis Y

his big eyes .

belat ed bday present fr dasao , how cute d:D

watch ed 挑战麦克风 with dearest sis ,
it is really a great china show
whereby the china ppl went to tt show to sing and each had a mic .
MR MIC will spot those who sang e nicest ,
4 best males and 4 best females .
the mic system was v cool , it cld spot those who sang nice and funny individually .
it pick ed up 1 male and female who sang funny
and they were lke so pai seh .
ha bt they gt 200$ oki .

some sang so melodiously .
with potential to be singers
!

got 1 guy who once participat ed in ' jue dui superstar "
and went der .
&& lol , he bcam a ' tv host " in china I tink .

my sis is crazily in love with 王杰 d:D
you may not know who is him bt he is v famous in china .
; a young hot talent ed guy
d:

to end with :

! huang xiao ming

funny d:

smile against odds

2009-05-04T20:15:00.004+08:00

even sis can sense it , ha laugh out loud .
who cares
d:D

& i din know tt my sis actually read my blog =l

sis and I went to cut hair , arghh i felt lke a lioness Z .
my hair became much more bao only .

saw ziexian b4 sch =)
chat awhile and so gd of her n DI for they hav no exam today
!
aft sch llovey and cheerie came my hse to buy clothes from
my sis de friend etc ,

luckily i notic ed those tissues on e flr
if not I'm gona scream ; i dun wana red ants to acc me slp durin e night Z .
as llovey accidentally pour ed her drink onto my room's floor ,
den they2 us ed tissues to clean , diao ~~~

& whoo i gt a lovely belt ~

&& thanks people for concern
!

2009-05-03T16:27:00.000+08:00

show not tell -
\ but this is odd

wat a bomb

2009-05-03T00:33:00.006+08:00

In short ,
MY DEAREST SIS IS BACK SAFE AND SOUND d:D

; she brought back a lot of stuffs , includin
1 HUGE luggage and 3 full bags .
u may think it's not a big deal / not so many stuffs wat / normal etcetc
but ,
she herself / alone has to carry all these !@#X
maya and I went to our house's void deck and wait ed for her .
we help ed her to carry her stuffs which is equivalent to 3 ppl
carryin them oki .

spent a big bomb for sis's fd de stuffs ,
I hav to pay by instalments =K
but I really lke those clothes and bag v much d:D
!

I felt so pamper ed ,
havin shower ed wif family love .
I'm really glad to hav such a great sis
=)

& arghh , i still feel v guilty to hav spent so much
in my entire lifey
!!!

2009-04-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

a good news to announce ,
MY SIS IS COMIN BACK ON THIS SATURDAY
d:D

she even told me to acc her go reborn hair tgt , ha .
quite a surprisin shock to me tho .
cuz her hair is even more straight than me =l
& she wan reborn agn lol ~

I dreamt a stupid dream ytd night ;
how virtual ...

maplestory's time ,-
8181

2009-04-28T17:54:00.003+08:00

-kop fr hillary's blog /

50 Little Secrets
Be honest no matter what.

1 Who was your last text from?
ahbird .

2 Where was your default picture taken?
My room .

3 Your relationship status?
fine .

4 Have you ever lost a close friend?
yaa , many .

5 What is your current mood?
mix ed up feelings .

6 How many siblings do you have?
1 big sis . I dun regard e other 1 as my bro , idiot .

7 Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
or ging gwek/jolene - her nickname sounds much more nicer and normal lol .

8 Where do you wish you were right now?
GUAM .

9 Have a crazy side?
yea , zihigh d:

10 Ever had a near death experience?
I rmb ed I nearly had a car accident whereby I did not look out for e humongous lorry which was drivin towards me .

11 Something you do a lot?
slp , com , dream , tv .

12 Angry at anyone?
nope , unless something that really maddens me .

13 What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
trust .

14 When was the last time you cried?
forgotten ,

15 Is there anyone you would do anything for?
nah , future mayb .

16 What you think about when you are falling asleep?
random !@#X

17 Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
dad - he was somehow piss ed ..

18 What is your favorite song?
TUO XIE .

19 What are you doing right now?
typin ~

20 Who do you trust right now?
reliable friends & family .

21 Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
yishun .

22 Have you kissed someone in the past week?
! jared

23 Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
! xueci - 住十楼的那一位 d:

24 Describe your life in one word?
DIAO /

25 Who are you thinking of right now?
random - my sis , I wana chat more with her ]:

26 What should you be doing right now?
dinner , bath , nap & chemistry revision ~

27 What are you listening to?
jared's toy music .

28 Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
band mates .

29 Who was the last person who yelled at you?
llovey * ERPS *

30 Do you act differently around the person you like?
nervous tho ?

31 What is your natural hair color?
black .

32 Who was the last person to make you laugh?
jared HA .

33 Who was the last person to make you sad?
.

34 What do you hear?
the click-clang-linggggg sounds from jared's toysssss .

35 Is your hair curly or straight?
not straight but straight .

36 Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
no , sounds bastard ~

37 Do you have a best friend?
nope , good friends ~

38 Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
no .

39 Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
yup d:D

40 Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
ya lol , 2 tops , that's y .

41 Are you happy with life right now?
kind of stress ed , bt still cn cope & adapt .

42 Are you currently jealous?
no .

43 What jewelry are you currently wearing?
nah .

44 What were you doing on Friday night?
4gt =l

45 Have you ever had your heart broken?
ya .

46 Have you ever broken someone's heart?
huh la-m pa .

47 Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
somehow yes .

48 What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
ankle for e sake of mc .

49 How late did you stay up last night and why?
1plus am - watchin ' bai wan da ge xing " wif ahnizeh

50 Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
yaa .

past few days / I was sick wif flu and had
cold sweat durin the 2 nights .
argh , tt feelin is unbearable .
since years I have had tis symptom ..

my flu has gone for now and up nxt is cough and abit of sorethroat Z .
thanks pa n ma for tkin xtra care of me these few days -
they have been remindin me to eat medicine and rest early .

today / genev came to my classrm twice to revise tgt b4 math paper .
flunk everything , 3 papers can .
had assembly & lol , llovey v pro in sudoko .
She found e answers easily while I found none =l
aft sch had subway lunch wif kat wangwei & jiaying .
~ laughin session , ha .
! saw genev & hillary

to genev : i'll revenge back , gei wo xiao xin , ha .
to hillary : PS , I rmb who sebastian is le , lol !

2009-04-25T14:16:00.005+08:00

! hearts , my current top song d:D

cute doraemon guitar I had seen recently .

cute no2 ; he gt his new hairstyle which makes him look lke a china doll d:

he never cries whenever he has his haircut / injection , how strong
!

nice drawin + color combination by ahmeimei d:D

e weather has been getting on my nerves recently ~
& argh-kuku , e temp for today is 35 degrees celcius
!

gt bridgin course and comp studies lesson as usual on saturday .

dad's car engine broke down & he gav me $ to take cab =l
! sweet enough of him to call me if I had taken cab le ma .
kat saw me aft I reac ed sch , she call ed and ask ed me to wait for her ha .
she was lke 4ever behind of me and I'm lke a rabbit takin a race wif a cat lol .
suxian join ed in as she was reachin sch .

on e way to bridgin course , mr lim saw me & callin out for my name ,
cuz I suppos edly need ed to attend his cs lesson first .
in e end , I was dozin off while browsin through
e given worksheets * stu old habit *
saw llovey & cheerie while
headin to bridgin course , act cool of llovey ,
no see dao me when e big size of mine was standin right in front of her LOL .

aft tt , saw shimei
& kip shoutin her name roariously at her , but not to much avail .
when I had reach ed my class , I told her & she repli ed
she din hear dao lol !
& she kip suan my ugly-cum-manly handwritin , roar ~
twittin / drawings were her pros HA .

cont to attend cs lesson aft tt .

. I need a haircut ]:

2009-04-22T23:05:00.008+08:00

! bday girl on 20th apr ; cutie 静妹 d:D

! edit ed by jan

! drew by sandra on her desk

it isn't love .
stop dreaming , diao monster .
D
I
A
O
~

2009-04-19T00:42:00.009+08:00

17th apr/

18th apr -

last day of band - hta perf /

caught rainbow { floor on action ] & accidentally captur ed the shoes of kah , mine & lin .

my extend ed hand + cornet .

wangwei was avoidin me d: .

! dearest wangwei , my direct junior =)

! dearest agnes , my cute junior =)

! agnes , amanda & liyin

! Mr Chew and Jan =)

! belov ed sec4 cornets with Mr Chew .

CORNET SECTION HEARTS .

funny yet memorable { Alif-BLUR , zie xian , amirah , hisham , wangwei , jia ying ]

! sharifah , a nice fd =)

! manopat , my helpful-cum-direct junior =)

on all smiles .

! zie xian , a sweet junior whom I haven known her for long =)

18th apr'09 was really an unforgettable day of my entire lifey .
sec4s had stepp ed down from band and we had our last hta perf .
the givin and receivin of letters ; cryin from the band mates and touchin words
mouth ed out from them really sadden ed me .

Almost all of them cri ed aft the touchin speeches by the majors - ruijing and suxian .
hugs and cries / laughters / videoing / takin photos / chattin were taken place within an hr aft we had fall out .

! & thanks for the consolin , letters and the smsss .
they really touch ed me a lot , a lot .
It was really great to have known u all ,
hearts to YTWO .

easy to go ,
hard to adapt .

hard to differentiate

2009-04-16T19:26:00.005+08:00

ELAT ED TO THE MAX ;
chatt ed wif sis juz nw d:D
YEA , she is comin bak on 4th may , probably
!!!
she kip ask me to save money to buy japjap clothes from her fd HA .

sad to say , gt a lot of things happen ed lately .
mood wasn't tt good oso .

better in time / I hop
=)

A.M.E.N.

2009-04-14T22:49:00.006+08:00

here's the song & self-thought of mine :

there's a limit to everything .
I won't show my temper easily
& if I'm really angry or feel unfair ,
I'll just explode anytime ,
dun try me .

gona step down fr band in tis sat ,
cant bear to ]:
will definitely miss YTWO ;
together with the wonderful band mates I hav made .

time speeds and slows at the same time pls .
I dun wana step dwn tt soon
& I dislke sch lifey { 6mth plus to go to suffer in h. ]
which spells the word ' FABULOUS "
,-

over.whelm

2009-04-13T19:07:00.000+08:00

special thanks to all those who hav wish ed me happy bday d:D

/
thanks for e bday songs , loser kiddo d:
thanks sis to make e call fr china and wish ed me earlier by around 5 min d:
thanks llovey for celebratin wif me on my bday =)
thanks kuku old man for entertainin =)

& it really touch ed me when i receiv ed e sms .
diao dinghui diao .

I rmb I dreamt of xi ,
diao agn .

live life as it is ,
I'll just let it be .

shld be my last post of all till
aft mid yr exams .

LUCK GAYS .
* GAYS = HAPPY PPL

M.I.X.E.D.

2009-04-11T23:23:00.006+08:00

overdu ed R.O.M. photos d:D /

\ s' original size are much beta =)

huang xiao ming .
huang xiao ming .
huang xiao ming d:D

he gt act inside e movie ' snipper " ;
more shuai than edison chen HA .
sis even agre ed d: .
! ps im not hua chi

watch ed tt movie ytd wif my family { pa , ma , sis , her bf ]
we intend ed to hav an early celebration of dad's and my bday .
went to upper thomson road der to hv our dinner aft tt .
! e food der were v nicey

e rainy day result ed me in havin head splittin & awful flu .

as for today ..
sis left to china ,
mum could not help but cry when sis
gona leave e house ..
then sis cri ed and I cri ed too ]:
mum rush ed to e livin room de sofa and sat down sobbin .
I tri ed to control my tears and said bye cheerily to sis &
her bf .

sis call ed me when she was abt to take e flight =)
sis , be back soon .
MISS \

Im feelin weird
.

heart .

2009-04-09T19:41:00.005+08:00

genev gav me tis notey when I return ed bk to class ,
! how sweet cn she be =)

! overdu ed pics drawn by keaimao d:

DIAO MONSTER . TRANSFORMATION ONE .

TRANSFORMATION TWO .

THREE .

today seem ed fine / fun .
llovey junhao erwin & me are nick ed as
洁婶 {means thrifty in eng indirectly ] . 豪叔 . win SIR . 慧姨 respectively d:D .

&&& wangwei , jan and shimei >
! be careful , I'll revenge bk LOL .

somehow , I felt a sense of guilt /
here & der .
eg11. DI , I owaes giv excuses lke Im v tir ed and e time we hv chatt ed
is gettin lesser n lesser . But he's gettin more and more understandin .
For he wont purposely drag e call
when he owaes did in e past .

12. I din perf well in syf n felt such a letdown to section , as well as ytwo .
Im sorry .

& a saddenin news for me is ,
.
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
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my sis is leavin on tis sat , likely to be .
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so fast cn , I hvn even spend enough time wif her ,
and yet she has to go bk to china alrdy .
she gona go der in a hurry cuz e company needs her bf .

IF .

Gain and Loss

2009-04-08T20:36:00.004+08:00

jan .

agnes .

xue ci .

nice clock .

today's some sort of no sch day for me .
syf > R.O.M. > ...hotel .

took a lot of pics e whole day too , lol .

syf/ I din even know I had stage fright
and kept trembling with my thoughts goin wild durin e playin .
hai .
reall thxu for those who hav bn cheerin me up , you guys rock =)

ate lunch in sch , kangrong jianwei jasrel liuqing
came to find me in canteen and then they left aft a short while .

metup wif them aft tt , and they were lke chua tio
cuz I was even faster than them to rch GV .
took section photos there and left to find my dad to fetch me to homey .

when I had reach ed home ,
sis was lke askin me if her hair style was too mature for her etc .
ha she muz be v nervous for e R.O.M.
it look ed fine on her , I assur ed her .

she reach ed der b4 us .
by e time we reach ed der ,
we wait ed for sis they all to take finish their photo
and then went to e registration room for R.O.M.
ha her future husband was blur when he suppos ed to face my sis
bt he dint for a couple of times lol .

e standard way of my aunts and uncles' communication wif me is
: how tall r u ?
: u v tall a
: dun tuo bei , zhan ZHI .
: tuo bei hen chou .

aft e R.O.M. , sis cont to take pics wif e others
for abt 2 hr .

we then head ed to e hotel , somewhere at orchard .
kept eatin n eatin - a wide variety of food !
ahni zeh and me were standin to eat e choco fountain wif marshmallows .
we were lke obsess ed wif it haa .
we could hav dipp ed e marshmallows wif choco and plac ed them on e plates
and carri ed them to our table instead .

chattin wif relatives aft dinner ,
made me feel more no lifey for my future .
& I din noe that shui cheng actually took combin ed sci
when he look ed lke as tho he was a pro student who took triple -sci
in his secondary sch days .

time to do serious tasks for tmr , HO .

2009-04-07T21:53:00.005+08:00

cornet section of SWISS and YTWO .

I felt lke laughin .
so this is what ppl think when
they tend to hear one-sid ed story .
a great difference , very .

tmr's SYF ,
! thaaaankyou for those who wish ed YTWO
& seniors r comin bk d:D
how sweet of them .

! tmr's sis de R.O.M. too
piao liang xin niang & shuai xin nang
d:

保持距离

2009-04-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

keesiao day d:
went hyper for the day .
& lol , shimei & kat v kuku ,
gang ed up and bulli ed me HA

acc ed shimei to buy her sis lunch ,
& we3 had lunch .
v diao - we were gossippin & e topics gav me heart attacks =l
I ' HUH?! " V LOUD OSO LOL .

! 1st time to sit on e band sofa
den amanda kip diao me , as usual d:

! lke e blue ice cream phone ;
jan was lke temptin xueci & me to buy ha .

fear in me / I hop it isnt e truth .

& ytd night , I had a heart-to-heart talk session wif ahni zeh .
I lke her attitude towards people d:D
she dare to be straightforward and speak up ,
she even advis ed me to .
we even gossipp ed abt tt f. er
shiok ha .

we suppos ed to watch e chn U 's horror show
but turn ed out chattin throughtout e show d:

! @ # X

I'll move on

2009-04-03T21:42:00.004+08:00

戴阳天 d:D
click here for his blog

band practices seem to be more fun nowadays .
cant really bear to leave aft 18th of april tho ]:

& llovey , dun bother tt f cher ar .
cheerup oki , grow 3 more wrinkles whenever u
pekcek is not worth d: .
control ur temper too
!
hearts you
★

2009-04-01T17:53:00.014+08:00

another yet a typical wednesday /

jared was slpin d:

black VS white .

so cutee , hearts
!

! chubby cheeks

he lift ed his unglam legss .

bigbig joke of the day / dad told me that
he did an uncivilis ed thingy in e lift this morning .
lifts have the cctv those , and captur ed his unglam act .
! he 4gt that e lift has cctv .
aft he did the act ,
he was lke actin blur d:
HA v cartoon ~
laugh till bao d:D

2009-03-31T23:12:00.008+08:00

! sweet+loser amanda
*
she found blue tacks stickin on the walls ,
she pick ed bit by bit from wall to wall and press ed them tgt ,
den separat ed them into three and
us ed the blue tacks to stick e music score onto the wall as shown above d:
~

her legs are doin ' business " with her (L)OSER hand sign d:

! by llovey ★

thxu SWEETY d:

indifferent / the first time my clique was gossipn tgt ,
e feelin was great & relaxin d:D .

d!nghu! : treat people lke how
u wana them to treat u .

11:11
PM
/

2009-03-30T23:57:00.003+08:00

11 points for today :

1 I dislke banana .
2 math cher sucks .
3 kat is sick , gell well soon d:D .
4 eighth of april to excuse myself earlier for my sis's de ROM .
5 ate wif llovey durin lunch brk which was rare .
6 she n I were fetch ed by dad aft sch to homey .
7 singK session , how nice d:D
8 sent her to bus stop { 1st time ]
9 my belov ed hp is repair ed d:D , thx to sis who brought bk for me ha .
10 so late for nw , as owaes .
11 HAPPY .

突然好怀念过去。。。
它永远记在心里，永远。

2009-03-29T21:30:00.010+08:00

last for a lifetime /
upon hearin part of Mr Ho's life story ,
Im really touch ed by his words .

to be frank , I dilke the way he teaches me .
he is very impatient and dozes off easily lke me ,-
he never fails to be late { same lke me lol ]
and leaves whenever he wants , approximately 2-3 h .

overall , he's a nice cher who teaches me well .
he will oso compliment me ' smart girl " , ' clever girl " d: .

today / he told me what he was workin b4 he start ed his job on tuition .
he travell ed ard the word for 8 years doin his business .
his business partners wld call him ' dumb "
for he din wan to credit himself by goin to hv massage or pub .
he wld juz go bk to his hotel .

for once , he told them :
if I go womanise behind my wife's back ,
I can oso betray u all one day to back out
for der isnt any trust in us ..
what wld u all think if one day , I bring u all to
singapore and bring my wife along ,
and u all tell my wife y she is such a silly woman ,
to come along with me whereby I gt womanise behind her back ?
isnt der a loss of trust ?

\ he has a great sense of loyalty and honesty , impress ed .
* an example of wat a true marriage really is d:D

! juz nw saw jerry yan on tv d:D

not well taken tho =l

! cutee

ole ~ ole ole ole ~

2009-03-28T17:42:00.002+08:00

juz nw v zihigh which is rare of me d:D .
keep on diao . Z . roar . QZ . idiot . kuku . wlao . f = ' fabulous " .
& xueci is a witch d:

好讨厌现在的自己 \
THE easily bad-temper ed , emo kia ~
.
.
.

d.eceiver

2009-03-24T21:32:00.001+08:00

this wont do .
Im gettin confus ed .

L1R4: 11
L1R5:15
I wana take either Early Childhood or Apparel Design ,
these 2 courses are given in Ngee Ann Poly and Temasek Poly respectively .
{ hop I cn achieve it d:D

at loss for words

2009-03-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

bn thinkin n thinkin .. I began to doubt myself .
]:

receiv ed zhongwei's advanc ed bday present when
she came to my hse and pass ed it to me personally ,
! thaaaankyou & appreciated d:D

slpt awhile and woke up for dinner at ahgong's hse ,
play ed uno wif cousins and aunts too .

recently , I feel irritat ed whenever my parents speak to me ,-

! off for wu lin da dao , I tink gt LZX WHOO .

too much in a go

2009-03-21T16:21:00.004+08:00

PartA

B ;

terrible dream + woke up wif a pair of swollen eyes
as if bein bash ed up by lian beng groups LTD .
/ dream ed abt sch when somehow I skipp ed sch lessons and saw a lot of chers ,
argh -remind ed me of this comin monday ..

somemore I cld not find my band tee when maya took it and wash ed liao ,-
plus my parents esp dad who kept naggin at me for Im gona be late for band .
* pekcek to e max *

band/ wenhui and liyin kip bully me lol ,
! cute juniors

went to swiss cottage sec sch for e band exchange
! fun sectional wif e cornet members from swiss cottage
got a girl who looks lke eileentan ha ,
she is as hyperactive as her too =)

took e cornet section pics wif them ,
they are really nice ppl d:D

throughout e bus trips , I hv been slpin ~

diao -dun feel lke typin my day alrdy ..

retribution .
what comes around , goes around .
I finally tast ed how he felt when I wld easily emo last time .
I admit , Im not a really good fd who knows well how to console ppl ,
how to really care for them etc .
but am I tt not trustable ? ..
It really was disapptin when she does not hav trust in me .
I owaes tot trust is imp for a relationship , esp fdship .
u said b4 it takes both hands to clap , bt do u ? ..

It is e weirdest fdship I ever have had ,
full of emotions here n der .
/is it that sometimes you spend too much time wif some1 ,
u will tend to feel distant even if a tiny gap occurs within ?
I dun feel that way tho , bt juz cldn't uds y .
we need time ,
..I dun wana lose a fd lke u .

be myself /
lookin things at a different angle ,
things may not turn out to be that bad as how u tot they will be .

2009-03-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

lamin ~ guaguagua

First of all , HAPPY BDAY TO BLACKY AKA DINESH ON E 18th of MARCH d:D
{ he wont see this tho lol ]

! kangrong jianwei jasrel liuqing came to sch durin band on that day .
They brought 2 cakes which were one made by them , one bought it from e shop .
aft band , we all plus kat xueci jan and e bday boy ate e cakes .
jan was chasin aft e bday boy to smash him wif e pc of cake she was holdin ,
but fail ed in e end lol .

went off earlier to hav kfc lunch wif kat xueci .
jan went to meet her fd .
so qiao was that , llovey kah jiawen were der too .
I din hear dao llovey was callin me ,
she then went to find me when I get myself seat ed .
as usual without fail { her daily torture towards me ] ,
she kip pinch me ROAR .
it is a MUST for her to torture me every day , argh-kuku

jasrel call ed me to join them to celeb dinesh's bday and
I agr eed d:D .
ate e snackers meal within 10 min and was v bhb of it lol !
I was in a hurry to find them cuz they hvn eat and I had ardy eaten le =l
plus reuben , all of us went to dinesh's hse by bus .
IN bus , we chatt ed a lot - I rmb we us ed to chat tgt in bus trips and e hilarious times we have had were really memorable d:D .

his house became a live concert HA ,
every1 sang n dinesh play ed e piano ,
! his playing was bravo , & I lke his confidence when he was facin us while playin =)
we play ed ' guess e song " game whereby e bday boy play ed e piano
and we the audiences guess ed e songs he was playin .
and jianwei was e winner LOL .

reuben kip use e poor bear to hit e drums , v zibi ha .
he left earlier while e others were singin away ;
we were addict ed to singin inside his room =l
it end ed up to be dinesh who was entertainin us instead of
us celebratin wif him lol .

till 6 plus pm aft he bath ed ,
we left his house and head ed bk home while dinesh continu ed
his celebration wif his fds .
I was wif jianwei takin e same bus .
! saw kangrong jasrel liuqing when e bus pass ed by them ha .
& we saw a v hot babe in e bus

today / had an injection wif sis to prevent chicken pox .
woke up late tho and dad was rushin us to hurry up =l
e doc talk ed non-stop and his jokes were .. cold ,-
sis and I were laughin coldly ~

ate and went to find doraemon nail clippers wif sis , bt
cant find ]]:

back home n had tuition ..
! wish mr ho luck for e meditation of his legs in his overseas trip
& Im off for this sunday , whoo ~

went to meetup wif llovey at bishan mrt in e evenin ,
she seem ed so weary ]:

! I finally repair ed my hp in 1112 years lata
train ed to cck mrt station n walk ed abt in e nearby shoppin centre ,
while waitin for e blogshopper .
we bought oreo coffee ice blend ed & went to meet e blogshopper .
! she return ed llovey 12$ for e refund

went to minitoons ; bought e lanyard for my sis and
llovey bought e bday present for her sis =)
slack ed awhile and train ed back to homey .
oh , she nvr fail ed to pinch me b4 I left e train .
! & I wld grumble till she grinn ed evil-ly lol

cornet section outin tmr ,
bt a lot of ppl din go =l
camy jianwei kangrong liuqing manopat me are goin ,
while e others cannot come / not conf / din reply me .
! hop it will be a successful one d:D
& ahlian !!! do come oki , dun put aeroplane dd:

weird/ something's amiss ..

2009-03-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

[ posted wib de help of llovey ! =p ]

/ full day spent d:D

woke up early and head ed to llovey's hse .
videosss marathon and piggyback ed each other d: .
'The House Bunny" and ' Mr and Mrs Smith " are AWESOME .
! angelina jolie act ed as Mrs Smith .
she gt pretty eye color , same goes to Mr Smith .
{ they both gt e same eye color - e light blue of clear blue sea and greyish typey d:D - ]

roughly abt 7pm and I left her hse ,
& head ed to meet sis and dasao at
rm20 of partyworld .
sis comment ed I sang ' 冷战" e nicest d:
v pleas ed wif it cuz I love e song e most d:D .
dasao's singin was great as ever ,
but cuz she is pregnant agn , she cant hold long breathes in singin =l

went out of e rm & call ed sai's father .
f him , so rude of him to insult me that I talk ed in improper english .
he still continu ed to sae that I shld not have call ed his son aft 10pm or whatsoever .
I felt so stu to sae sry to him in e end ,-
sang for 4hr till 11plus pm and homey
!

regrettable .

2009-03-15T22:26:00.005+08:00

Your Friendship Style is Philosophical

You take every friendship you have seriously, and you spend a lot of time analyzing your friends.

You've thought a lot about what it means to be a good friend, and you hold yourself to your standard.

In return, you expect your friends to be loyal, honest, and real. You're somewhat picky about who you're friends with.

Fighting with your friends bothers you more than most people. You can't stop replaying arguments over and over in your head.

You and an Empathetic Friend: Try to understand one another. You approach life very differently, but you're willing to listen to one another.

You and a Gregarious Friend: Are a better match than expected. You understand and appreciate your Gregarious Friend's energy.

You and an Independent Friend: Get along pretty well, but you can't help but think your Independent Friend needs to learn better manners!

You and another Philosophical Friend: Are friends for life. You can get lost in your intense, interesting conversations... and maybe even change the world together!

What's Your Friendship Style?

a few hours ago , christin call ed me and I was shock ed .
recollectin , it has been a couple of years since I chatt ed wif her .
fun chattin wif her tho d:D .

ahni zeh was v cartoon ,
when my sis was not around and she stay ed over my hse ,
she ask ed me to acc her slp .
now sis is back and she declar ed that
I dun need to acc her le HA .

full of envy for their fdship / cousinship .
I rmb ed I got question ahni zeh how their fship lasts ,
she told me since young ,
they play ed tgt when they were at ah ma 's hse ,
hang out tgt when they were free and
stay contact with each other without fail .
she even add ed on that once every wk ,
she or she2 will call each other to keep up on updates .
{ oki , tt sentence above sounds so weird ]

tmr will be PLAY day d:D
WHOO \

2009-03-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

today's

! lke e grey top wif blue glittery stars most d:D

my hp's wallpaper pic d:

summarise ;
I slept at one in e morn and got bridgin course at 830am .
sat wif shi-mei as usual d:D
laughters whenever Im wif her ha .

aft tt went to chong pang and ate lunch wif
kat hafiz pinrong suxian feliciatan cangy ayeed jarron .
b4 tt when those who went to e bridgin course reach ed
chong pang to meet the others ,
we went to fol or stalk suxian
cuz she rush ed to find her mum and we gt nth to do .
bt in e end , she was nowhere to be seen lol ~

band was fine .
and e rest bars in e music score ,
which are e longest , are for me to take a quick nap
and then wake up at the right time lol ,
if not wangwei or amanda will wake me up if I overshot =l

night / I went to fetch my sis wif dad and bro .
wait ed quite long cuz of that stu plane .
v elat ed to see her d:D .
she bought me e sovenirs which are all quite pinkish except for e grey top ,
which I lke it a lot d:
hearts her to bit
!

好累

2009-03-13T21:13:00.003+08:00

d:D

! I saw jasrel today aft band
at first , she call ed me durin band bt I din ans her call cuz inconvenient .
then I ask ed her y she call ed me suddenly .
she said she came to sch for her olvl cert den knew Im havin band at tt moment
cuz she saw mr chew's car HA .

aft band , while I was walkin wif kat and xueci to north point ,
jasrel boo me and I turn ed to my left ,
nobody LOL , den I turn ed to my right and der she was HAA d:
talk ed awhile and wav ed to her 2 fds too - jessie ng and
e other one I cld not see clearly who she is lol .

happy to c jasrel d:D & whoo tt she's comin to band to c us soon !

another good news - my sis is comin back tmr d:D
! & my family and I are goin to airport tmr night and fetch her

~~trust~~ ,
to a picture , it is gettin clearer .
I have never think that things will turn out this way .
I hv been a frog in a well who cant differentiate the right and wrong ,
but I hope it isn't really what it is .
make it a point that I hav realis ed but have bn denyin the fact all this while .
not emo , but disappt ed .

& yea , pleasant day of today d:D
got chat to fel too ,
wana thank her for bein concern ed abt my studies and all ,
and my other seniors too =)
u all are great and wonderful friends I have made , love & !

Q

2009-03-10T22:14:00.004+08:00

/edit
! survey time

TENS ARE YOU :

Q Are you single
A yes .

Q Are you happy
A soso .

Q Are you bored
A ya obviously .

Q Are you fair
A skin colour / judgement ?
argh , I do miss my white skin when i was in pri3 ,-

Q Are you italian
A diao .

Q Are you intelligent
A some said Im smart , some said Im stu . lol not really .

Q Are you honest
A depends .

Q Are you nice
A depends .

Q Are you Irish
A sounds lke gireesh lol

TEN FACTS :

Q Full name
A or.dinghui

Q Nicknames
A now my common name is diao mei / diao ,-

Q Birth place
A medical thomson hosp

Q Hair color
A black white reddish-brown

Q Natural hair style
A straight n curl .

Q eye color
A i wan grey contact lenses lol .

Q Birthday
A comin soon ha

Q Favourite color(s)
A grey&green !

Q One place you'd lke to visit
A guam n taiwan d:D

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE :

Q Have you ever been in love
A once .

Q Do you believe in love at first sight
A yes .

Q Do you currently have a crush
A I duno .

Q Have you ever been hurt emotionally
A ya , even e most happiest person in earth oso will ,-

Q Have you broken someone's heart
A ya .

Q Have you ever liked someone but never told them
A ya .

Q Are you afraid of commitment
A yes .

Q Who was the last person you hugged
A no idea .

Q Who was the last person you said I love you to
A none lol . I usually sae 'hearts" .

TEN THIS OR THAT :

Q Love or lust
A Love .

Q Hard liquor or beer
A volka d:D

Q Cats or dogs
A pigs HA .

Q A few best friends or any regular friends
A a few best friends .

Q Creamy or crunchy
A ! both

Q Pencil or pen
A pencil , I dun lke to liquid my ugly handwritin .

Q Wild night out or romantic night
A both .

Q Money or happiness
A both .

Q Night or day
A night .

Q Im or phone
A what is IM ?

TEN HAVE YOU EVER :

Q Been caught sneakin out
A yes , bt I 4gt what I did =l

Q Seen a polar bear
A when I went to zoo .

Q Done something you regret
A ya .

Q Bungee jump ed
A nope and never .

Q Eaten food that fell on the floor
A ya .

Q Finish ed an entire jaw breaker
A nope , but I will lke to try ha .

Q Been caught nak ed
A no Z .

Q Want ed an ex gf/bf back
A ya .

Q Cri ed cuz you lost a pet
A yes , my tortoise ]: it di ed tragically too .

Q Want ed to disappear
A sometimes ya . childish thinkin tho .

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER :

Q Smile or eyes
A both .

Q Light or dark hair
A any .

Q Hugs or kisses
A hugs .

Q Shorter or taller
A taller .

Q Intelligence or attraction
A both .

Q Funny or serious
A both .

Q Older or younger
A mature .

Q Outgoing or quiet
A outgoing .

Q Sweet or bad
A sweet .

TEN LASTS :

Q Last phone call you made
A tt childish llovey .

Q Last person you hugg ed
A does carryin Jared counts ?

Q Last person you hung out with
A *blackfish memory .

Q Last time you work ed
A today in sch = office hours .

Q Last person you talk ed to
A dad . he ask ed me to slp early & wake up early for tmr =)

Q Last person you text ed
A another yet childish kuku .

Q Last person(s) you went out to the movies with
A llovey and kat .

Q Last person/thing you miss ed
A start of a rela , weiwei , seniors , aunt helen , white skin , sis .

Q Last website visit ed
A some1's blog for this survey .

4 singK sessions soon d:D .
1 session is wif sis cuz she suggest ed it .
she call ed me from china and said go singK when she's bk , v elat ed when I hrd it d:D
she muz be havin fun in hk nw wif her bf for 1 day haa .

whoo kuku bought for me e mic , duno true anot lol !

2009-03-09T19:14:00.001+08:00

fumin / disappt ed .

am so sick of it ,
pardon me .

if this is so call ed a clique ,
I rather quit .
F

human beings are selfish .

2009-03-07T18:49:00.004+08:00

! yea/yes - my sis call ed me juz nw d:D
she bought a lot of stuffs for me HA ,
am glad she is doin fine der ,
and she will be back on next sat night =)

dun you think human beings are selfish ?
I am .

gona f off for my pile of shit which is yellin at me to do ~
8181
☆

better late , than never .

2009-03-06T21:18:00.004+08:00

11 12 hearts d:D .

I saw fel umpteen times on tis wk since tues d:D .
she came back to sch in helpin her fds by paintin /drawin on e wall thingy ha .

& I felt so irritat ed when Im owaes a slpyhead durin lessons ,
and my partners beside me will oso get annoy ed when I start to switch off .
I oso cant control wat ,-

random a bit/ ytd I watch a show nam ed ' 2002 "
got xie ting feng d:D .
ahni zeh and I were catchin tt show at midnight .
to think of it , he really turns out to be so much thinner as compar ed to e past him .
same result ed to edison chen .
lke cuz of what had happen ed to them negatively ~ kuku sad man .
she and I start ed to gossip abt them .
& I din noe that they were good friends =l

gona dl songs & slp
tgc bloghoppers
!

*tgc = take great care

2009-03-02T18:25:00.004+08:00

miss you , sis .

aft sch reach ed my bus stop ,
wait ed under e shelter , stomachache , seein lightin and hearin thunder ,
feelin e cold inside and outside , thinkin a lot .
decid ed to run wif my uni as my shield .

reality makes me bcom tougher ;
alone all by myself \
I need no one to rely on .
I wont cry for e littlest thing ever ,
but I'll choose to bear .

1 all good things come to an end , in a blink of eye .
2 we have to learn to let go certain things when they have to go .

2009-03-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

receiv ed 2 msgs of sis sayin thanks for my bday msg & e
presents that were plac ed on her table d:D .

quite a pity that e choco I gave her attract ed e idiotic ants .
hrd from her that ahni zeh and her were killin e ants { abt 20plus ] =l
tgt wif e choco , I gav her a piggy too and record ed my voice LOL .
cartoon part is that she record ed hers to reply me d:
it only cn take 1 recordin , so my recordin disappear ed and hers replac ed mine HA .
she ask ed me to record agn and I did d:

luckily , I din take e piggy out from its box ,
if not it will get attack ed by e ants too .

a mountain of eng hw to do
but I actually spent e whole aftnn watchin tv and slpin ,-

woke up by mum and went out for dinner
wif my family of 11 members d:D

! prawns wif mai bian is e hot pick of all for me
as I will eat e mai bian without fail HA .
sweet of sis and dad who kop a lot of mai bian for me Y

! gona singK ard late march or april wif my dasao , the PRO d:D .

whoo gona eat orea flurry now and off to slp ,
8181 .

2009-02-28T22:41:00.001+08:00

! 1h19min more to sis's bday d:D
she muz be havin fun wif cousins in singK for her advanc ed bday celebration ,
I wana go , but too many ppl went der and
tt time when she ask ed me to go ,
I was choosin her bday presents wif xueci aft band .

chose her presents for v long ,
! thank xueci for accompanyin

ytd late night , fel call ed me .
chatt ed for awhile , she gave me advises and warnings which really worri ed me .
cuz I got 3 subjects (f9) . tho e others pass ed but still not good enough .
I scar ed to fail eng =l
I dun wan to be e private candidate and waste 1 more yr
in re-takin e eng olvl examinations .
last year , our sch got 11 students who fail ed their english in olvl .
kuku.kuku.kuku

v gr , owin to my hp .
it spoilt agn ,-
it still cn charge last time .
but for now , it cannot charge at all .
left wif red batt to go , cant sms much .
cuz wana save it to send sis a bday msg d:D

wana sms llovey :
! llovey , my house got durian a d: jealous not ? HA

time for some tv entertainment { 11111 centuries since I hav watch ed tv ]
o-x